Darrall Lee

b.32

Suicide prevention and Bully prevention both for the mental health related quality of life for all.


2. For suicide prevention I am planning to developed I'm Hero Of My Own Story beloved self Scrap & Journal book.( for mental health growth that would be substantial 2 train bad thoughts before they turn into bad decisions to meet people at the crossroads before they are judged by 12 carried by 6 left with three which is Me Myself and me, who is normally my worst enemy and found the crossroad 1 no one wants to be alone.

Finally I would like to get a prototype developed for the application for mobile devices that will be an amber alert app for immediate call response attention from people individually who want to step up and save others lives when they are in need of help from danger hate, crimes bullying, domestic situations, or maybe they need his help a family member Brothers a child in school being beat on by their parents and definitely for parents who were the fear of the children's life if their bullied in school.

As of right now I have already patent invention companies, but they're asking me for about $2,800 to get that all the research was done and get it copyrighted I don't know if that's a scam or if that's legally true but I'm from raising the AIDS Walk and a GoFundMe account I'm not asking for any money or any donations but I'm asking for guidance and mentoring if you don't mind.

Because wisdom knowledge in teaching Someone Like You who are honestly she's as someone like me will prepare me for the world that I want to help create that God wants us to live in. I'm not very political I hate watching the news but I'm a person of very high natural intelligence in 10 years I want to start running for president that may seem like a joke to you. But if that's what I have to do to save us from ourselves and protect the world from others I'm sure God will bless me to do it because all things are possible through God and God has made my life very possible he has blessed me in ways that you could never imagine with talents and gifts that I don't even know I've learned he blessed me with faith and surrounds my soul in his mercy and Grace. The blessings and gifts a multitude of faith because no matter what perception anyone has of me my talents and intellect has fought my battles and God has already won my Wars.

I am not God book. I am Gods testimony I'm everyone's sad story in the Warrior claiming victory in the name of the Lord my one 1Almighty.



If it's not too much for you to give me guidance and mentoring, I would truly appreciate it.

It's so funny I claimed that a song Do You Want to Build a Snowman? It doesn't have to be a snowman. It can be a humanitarian. Empowering people to be who they are and to be humanitarian.

I Don't Want to Build a Snowman. I want to engineer sandcastles into pyramids on a strong foundational based on Pride and remove labels of what people identify as weird and a system of gradually figure out that is the only reality of normal individuality.

God never said win the race. He just said finish. He never waits for people at the winning circle because all champions know of God's Mercy and Grace & acknowledges that Jesus Christ has paid it all.

The winner circle is false reputations of pride
A pedestal what people up the place. So I meet my Jehovah Father God, where he waits for me. Which is at the finish line.


Martin Luther King had a dream. But I had a nightmare and when I woke up I was still living in it.




ImHoMOs
(I'm Hero of My Own Story)

Life, Problems, and People Who Pissed me OFF!

I created this website to just express to the world, that I like everyone else, have times in life, where I feel, lost, alone, and PISSED off at the world. If anyone out there, ever feel like, " it always seems to happen to you" ...I just want you to know you are not alone, "it always seems to just happen to me too!"

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Blah...blah...blah

If I stand on the edge of this cliff long enough, maybe I can remember about why I don't want to jump. I could reflect on love ones, who I would spend a lifetime, inflicting pain on from personal decisions, hearts I might break, and for one moment, I might come to the realization that this is how I just feel for that at that moment...

Follow me into my world, where everything is not always what it seem. Hold my feelings in the palm of your hand, and watch as it sinks through your life lines like melting ice, turning into water. Caress my soul with your fingertips, and find that loving yourself, is the first step to depression, and giving up is the best to identify, that you too have been screwed by America, and those whom you hold close to you, are the only ones, who never really cared.

Live my life for me, in this quest for happy thoughts, and fly with me to never never land, where we would never grow old, and never grow up. Never worry about what consequences of actions, past the idea of a week of not.v and your mother saying, " no, you can't go hang out with your friends right today, until I finish cleaning my room", and I would sit and cry, as if I thought my life was over.

Being a child, never felt so good...

Thank GMHC I will be returning Back to School to the "NEW SCHOOL " here in NYC.

I am currently living in an SRO /shelter after going thru unreported (IRIS)Immune Reconstitution Syndrome of almost 10yr. IRIS mean the antiviral that main the virus creates the opportunistic infection.

Martin Luther King Had Dream.

and for it.

I have had a NIGHTMARE... and recently someone asks me where do I see myself in 10yrs, and I honestly I see myself thru God Blessing as President elected through the support of (HRQofLIFE) Health-QRelated Quality of Life for all.

Donation to my Campaign will go to my Scholarship back to school and proceeds will also go to AIDSWALK, sponsor me Team "Tranzformation Evolution"

#LYLIY"

Live your life its YOURS!

#LMLIM

Living my Life its MINE!

Don't Be Scared of beautiful

is HRQofLife for Transgender
because if you believe in reincarnation who is to say that a man can come into a woman body and woman into a man body.

Either we have to CREATE a Better World for the Generation coming up.

#imHoMOS ...is the Acronym for,

I'm Hero of My Own Story."

Changing the perception of the world to "Gay", all so know as "HAPPY".

My name is Darrall Joseph Lee, I am a Warrior in God Army for hope. I am 32yrs of old age and have been VICTIMIZE BY THE DIVERSITY OF THE WORLD.

BUT AM NO ONE's VICTIM.

I have bee going thru Asymptomatic illness of HIV/AIDS for almost 10yrs, and I only had to fight my battles, because my 1Almight Jehovah Father God Has already WON THEM FOR ME.

What happens if tomorrow, never comes. Does that make the good things you have, done today, out weight the bad you will do tomorrow? Or does it count for anything that you were going to do great things tomorrow? How does it feel to know that this could be your last day that the sun shines on your good graces? What would you say, what words would you choose to begin....

Well me I don't know, I guess I would start with asking for forgiveness, from God, for not being everything expected of me in his name. I guess I would wanna apologize to my little brother who I really never got a chance to understand or know because we were so busy kicking each other's ass, instead of loving each other as brothers and sticking up for one another. I would definitely have to apologize to my big brother for any bad things I have ever said and understand that even I though he could have set better examples in life, that he is not me and how can I place him on a scale that he does not wish to be on.

I want to apologize the people I passed on the street that ask me for a coin that I had to spare in my possession but did not give, due to the fact that I didn't want my money to go towards drugs and or alcohol. Nor didn't I want to be apart from the increase in lung cancer by tobacco corporation. Though it hurt me to pass judgment, it hurt those of unfortunate worst, because maybe my quarter or dollars that's day could have a different between one more day of starvation or a cheeseburger from McDonald's. Instead of the chewing gum, I spent it on, or the snicker, I fed on to fulfill my chocolate craving.

How can I say sorry to those friends that I lost along the way, over my foolish attitude? The one's that I loved dearly, and hurt so bad, that I could never find words deep, or sincere enough to say, "I am SORRY". Please forgive me, forgive me, my friends, I left you with impressions of no need of your love, and yet months and years past and the tears my soul cry, are prayers that where ever you all are, and whatever yall are doing in life, that it be blessed. If I could change the hands of time I would resolve past issues, and instead of throwing them away.

I want to send out a dear apology to my great grandmother. May her soul rest in peace. My last words with her were a rush, because of extra curriculum activities, and the day she departed this earth, I should have taken the time to listen to her say goodbye, and said goodbye to her. Now and days we are so disregarded of our elders, that we forget that their days are final, my last words should have been, "I love you". Instead of the blurting out, " I gotta go, grandma, I will call you later and just hanging up the phone." Not in acknowledging that later would never come. My great grandmother was dead and gone by the time I made it home that night.

I want to say to my dad, I know we had our differences, but some things I should keep to myself when talking to my father. You did your best, and I want to say thanks for the effort of just staying in touch and being there the best u can.I want to apologize to the stranger I crossed in life and ignored as if they were not human beings. Because somewhere on someday it was a complete stranger who came to my rescue when I could have been completely ignored as I had ignored others.

Last but not least I want to say sorry to my mommy, I'm sorry, that I am a black gay male. I sorry that you had to choose to love me unconditionally, despite my preference in life. I sorry if you ever wish other plans for me, as for as a wife and family. I sorry that you had to hear me out when some guy broke my heart. I sorry for the phones calls you got at all hours of the night to hear me cry. I sorry that you had to sit down that day and write my name over and over, and the tears you shed that night when you finally faced the truth with reality. If I could change the way I felt, I would. If I could give you the life for me you wanted me to have I would, but I let you know this, I tried to make up for it, by doing things right in life. I sorry that you had to accept me for who I am. Learn to love me no matter whom I chose to live my life with..but thank you for making the acceptance.I could not have made it to where I am now, without everything moral piece love you invest inside of me.
Posted by houstonsmile at 9:52 PM 1 comment:
Blah...blah...blah

If I stand on the edge of this cliff long enough, maybe I can remember about why I don't want to jump. I could reflect on love ones, who I would spend a lifetime, inflicting pain on from personal decisions, hearts I might break, and for one moment, I might come to the realization that this is how I just feel for that at that moment...

Follow me into my world, where everything is not always what it seem. Hold my feelings in the palm of your hand, and watch as it sinks through your life lines like melting ice, turning into water. Caress my soul with your fingertips, and find that loving yourself, is the first step to depression, and giving up is the best to identify, that you too have been screwed by America, and those whom you hold close to you, are the only ones, who never really cared.

Live my life for me, in this quest for happy thoughts, and fly with me to never never land, where we would never grow old, and never grow up. Never worry about what consequences of actions, past the ideal of a week of no t.v and your mother saying, " no, you can't go hang out with your friends right today, until I finish cleaning my room", and I would sit and cry, as if I thought my life was over.

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ImHoMOs
(I'm Hero of My Own Story)

Life, Problems, and People Who Pissed me OFF!

I created this website to just express to the world, that I like everyone else, have times in life, where I feel, lost, alone, and PISSED off at the world. If anyone out there, ever feel like, " it always seems to happen to you" ...I just want you to know you are not alone, "it always seems to just happen to me too!"

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Blah...blah...blah

If I stand on the edge of this cliff long enough, maybe I can remember about why I don't want to jump. I could reflect on love ones, who I would spend a lifetime, inflicting pain on from personal decisions, hearts I might break, and for one moment, I might come to the realization that this is how I just feel for that at that moment...

Follow me into my world, where everything is not always what it seem. Hold my feelings in the palm of your hand, and watch as it sinks through your life lines like melting ice, turning into water. Caress my soul with your fingertips, and find that loving yourself, is the first step to depression, and giving up is the best to identify, that you too have been screwed by America, and those whom you hold close to you, are the only ones, who never really cared.

Live my life for me, in this quest for happy thoughts, and fly with me to never never land, where we would never grow old, and never grow up. Never worry about what consequences of actions, past the idea of a week of not.v and your mother saying, " no, you can't go hang out with your friends right today, until I finish cleaning my room", and I would sit and cry, as if I thought my life was over.

Being a child, never felt so good...

Thank GMHC I will be returning Back to School to the "NEW SCHOOL " here in NYC.

I am currently living in an SRO /shelter after going thru unreported (IRIS)Immune Reconstitution Syndrome of almost 10yr. IRIS mean the antiviral that main the virus creates the opportunistic infection.

Martin Luther King Had Dream.

and for it.

I have had a NIGHTMARE... and recently someone asks me where do I see myself in 10yrs, and I honestly I see myself thru God Blessing as President elected through the support of (HRQofLIFE) Health-QRelated Quality of Life for all.

Donation to my Campaign will go to my Scholarship back to school and proceeds will also go to AIDSWALK, sponsor me Team "Tranzformation Evolution"

#LYLIY"

Live your life its YOURS!

#LMLIM

Living my Life its MINE!

Don't Be Scared of beautiful

is HRQofLife for Transgender
because if you believe in reincarnation who is to say that a man can come into a woman body and woman into a man body.

Either we have to CREATE a Better World for the Generation coming up.

#imHoMOS ...is the Acronym for,

I'm Hero of My Own Story."

Changing the perception of the world to "Gay", all so know as "HAPPY".

My name is Darrall Joseph Lee, I am a Warrior in God Army for hope. I am 32yrs of old age and have been VICTIMIZE BY THE DIVERSITY OF THE WORLD.

BUT AM NO ONE's VICTIM.

I have bee going thru Asymptomatic illness of HIV/AIDS for almost 10yrs, and I only had to fight my battles, because my 1Almight Jehovah Father God Has already WON THEM FOR ME.

What happens if tomorrow, never comes. Does that make the good things you have, done today, out weight the bad you will do tomorrow? Or does it count for anything that you were going to do great things tomorrow? How does it feel to know that this could be your last day that the sun shines on your good graces? What would you say, what words would you choose to begin....

Well me I don't know, I guess I would start with asking for forgiveness, from God, for not being everything expected of me in his name. I guess I would wanna apologize to my little brother who I really never got a chance to understand or know because we were so busy kicking each other's ass, instead of loving each other as brothers and sticking up for one another. I would definitely have to apologize to my big brother for any bad things I have ever said and understand that even I though he could have set better examples in life, that he is not me and how can I place him on a scale that he does not wish to be on.

I want to apologize the people I passed on the street that ask me for a coin that I had to spare in my possession but did not give, due to the fact that I didn't want my money to go towards drugs and or alcohol. Nor didn't I want to be apart from the increase in lung cancer by tobacco corporation. Though it hurt me to pass judgment, it hurt those of unfortunate worst, because maybe my quarter or dollars that's day could have a different between one more day of starvation or a cheeseburger from McDonald's. Instead of the chewing gum, I spent it on, or the snicker, I fed on to fulfill my chocolate craving.

How can I say sorry to those friends that I lost along the way, over my foolish attitude? The one's that I loved dearly, and hurt so bad, that I could never find words deep, or sincere enough to say, "I am SORRY". Please forgive me, forgive me, my friends, I left you with impressions of no need of your love, and yet months and years past and the tears my soul cry, are prayers that where ever you all are, and whatever yall are doing in life, that it be blessed. If I could change the hands of time I would resolve past issues, and instead of throwing them away.

I want to send out a dear apology to my great grandmother. May her soul rest in peace. My last words with her were a rush, because of extra curriculum activities, and the day she departed this earth, I should have taken the time to listen to her say goodbye, and said goodbye to her. Now and days we are so disregarded of our elders, that we forget that their days are final, my last words should have been, "I love you". Instead of the blurting out, " I gotta go, grandma, I will call you later and just hanging up the phone." Not in acknowledging that later would never come. My great grandmother was dead and gone by the time I made it home that night.

I want to say to my dad, I know we had our differences, but some things I should keep to myself when talking to my father. You did your best, and I want to say thanks for the effort of just staying in touch and being there the best u can.I want to apologize to the stranger I crossed in life and ignored as if they were not human beings. Because somewhere on someday it was a complete stranger who came to my rescue when I could have been completely ignored as I had ignored others.

Last but not least I want to say sorry to my mommy, I'm sorry, that I am a black gay male. I sorry that you had to choose to love me unconditionally, despite my preference in life. I sorry if you ever wish other plans for me, as for as a wife and family. I sorry that you had to hear me out when some guy broke my heart. I sorry for the phones calls you got at all hours of the night to hear me cry. I sorry that you had to sit down that day and write my name over and over, and the tears you shed that night when you finally faced the truth with reality. If I could change the way I felt, I would. If I could give you the life for me you wanted me to have I would, but I let you know this, I tried to make up for it, by doing things right in life. I sorry that you had to accept me for who I am. Learn to love me no matter whom I chose to live my life with..but thank you for making the acceptance.I could not have made it to where I am now, without everything moral piece love you invest inside of me.
Posted by houstonsmile at 9:52 PM 1 comment:
Blah...blah...blah

If I stand on the edge of this cliff long enough, maybe I can remember about why I don't want to jump. I could reflect on love ones, who I would spend a lifetime, inflicting pain on from personal decisions, hearts I might break, and for one moment, I might come to the realization that this is how I just feel for that at that moment...

Follow me into my world, where everything is not always what it seem. Hold my feelings in the palm of your hand, and watch as it sinks through your life lines like melting ice, turning into water. Caress my soul with your fingertips, and find that loving yourself, is the first step to depression, and giving up is the best to identify, that you too have been screwed by America, and those whom you hold close to you, are the only ones, who never really cared.

Live my life for me, in this quest for happy thoughts, and fly with me to never never land, where we would never grow old, and never grow up. Never worry about what consequences of actions, past the ideal of a week of no t.v and your mother saying, " no, you can't go hang out with your friends right today, until I finish cleaning my room", and I would sit and cry, as if I thought my life was over.

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